sorryforwhatever.

right now, i am just going through my day in my mind. Inoticed that ihave been really quick to anger and a little way too emotional. Sorry jennaeugeneade for whatever i did.was my fault :/ but that night,during the practice,iwas sorta disappointed with how my ex-members treated me when i went for practice.Iguess my sudden appearance made my authority or voice lack.when i gave a suggestion, they would give a 'look' of disapproval. beh. but not all of them gave stares though, i was actually glad icould connect back with yingqI and joanne. there's another practice tomorrow. Grace assigned me a new assignment- i am acting in the play too.

Anyways, isigned up for the sub-comm thingy for the orientation-CreativeDepartment. iguess i could work my way through with caspor's vivid idea *cough*. But i found the 'interview' rather silly though, it seems that they are preparing us for war. For a horrible war of politics. ifelt that this shouldnt be the way; as in they shouldnt be asking this sorta questions. it almost seems that they are already expecting ti to happen. No one likes politics right? ack. we'll see what happens then.